Actual use of Journal
I think I'm going to try and use my journal as an actual journal. I want chronicle my departure from a life of drugs. I won't feel bad if any of you that still have my journal friended want to unfriend it. Anyone that wants to see what happens with this may feel free to read my entries and comment
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I haven't smoked in three days. I hope to talk to my aunt today about my renting a house that she owns in South Carolina. I simply don't think I can begin my life here. Partly to remove myself from bad influences, but also to finally take responsibility for my life. I know that living on my own and going to school is going to be very hard.
I've got a new dog. She just wandered up one day as I was leaving. I'm not sure what breed of dog she is, but she's a little red dog. I knelt down and she came to me and has been my dog ever since. I named her Red. You can just see it in her face that she wants nothing more than to be with me. I really want to have my dog in my life as a constant and it simply isn't possible living w/Gmom.
I also can't bring a boyfriend home living w/Gmom b/c I don't have a fourth wall. I live in a loft that is open, overlooking the living room and nothing to stop noise. I just feel it is time for me to be on my own.
Also I'm too comfortable here. I have no motivation to finish school b/c I'm happy with my life. I need to make my life a little difficult in order to change. I hope that makes sense.
Anyway, thanks for caring.
-Joe
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Well, whatever happens, it sounds like you have a plan in mind, and that's the first step. I hope things start lookingup soon.
Miss ya.
Happy new puppy. :)
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