Yeah I know. :S You don't want to know what happened since the last time I posted... maybe I'll write it down sometime, but long story and a lot of pain bla bla. Broke up. Bla bla. But it's time for something new. I'm feeling so good... with everyone around me, with myself, my plans, my house, my cats, my skills... everything. It's a rush, hopefully a lasting one. :)
I created a new journal, but haven't posted in it yet. I might switch to that one (haven't written in it yet), but I'll make a post about that here, so if you want, you can follow me there. Where I'll be more active, well that's the idea. :)
Yeah, it happened 3 days after my latest LJ entry. :S September 6. So it's almost 5 months later. And I don't care about it anymore. :D It's like I have found myself again... and not be a version of myself who is always taking care the other person is happy, forgetting about myself. I matter too! It's enlightening. LOL!
I'll be there. I just need to make LJ a daily or two-daily activity of my life again... get back into the routine. :)
Yeah, it's strange how time flies. I think I can honestly admit that I've been crushed for the first two months. Then slowly healed with help of my friends and some distraction.
Now, when I don't feel the need to date or meet new guys, I know I've found myself again. A relationship is nice, but I needed to know that I can feel great on my own again too. And so I do. :)
And wow.. marriage, that's great! When will it take place? Congratulations!! Huuuuuge step, but so good with the right person, I'm 100% sure. It's still a goal in my life too, sometime. Hahaha!
Yeah, calm I am, in a way... but super-charged as for everything else! I'm starting freelance design again... and I'm going to learn the tattoo business as of this Friday I think. I'll write about that later. I'm still at work, not making the logo I'm supposed to hahaha!
You crushed? I don't think I knew that! ... but... *hugs*, that's sweet to say. :D
I work in Amsterdam for a marketing research company at the moment. Doing all the design stuff for the many European offices. Right now some logo design work. :)
Aaah yeah, the US guy, hehe, Damon. It all seems like such a long time ago! Hehe, no I never really got any idea about it. When it was a bit flirty comment, I thought it was because I was a girl, not because I was me. :) LOL. If that makes any sense. Anyhow... hugggssss!
So when are you getting married? You have a date set yet? Location or anything else?
Sweet! In Wijchen! I was there last month for the first time, to buy a dress. Hahahaha. It was the only shop (Didi) where they had a certain dress in my size, so I actually went to Wijchen.
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You don't want to know what happened since the last time I posted... maybe I'll write it down sometime, but long story and a lot of pain bla bla. Broke up. Bla bla. But it's time for something new. I'm feeling so good... with everyone around me, with myself, my plans, my house, my cats, my skills... everything. It's a rush, hopefully a lasting one. :)
I created a new journal, but haven't posted in it yet. I might switch to that one (haven't written in it yet), but I'll make a post about that here, so if you want, you can follow me there. Where I'll be more active, well that's the idea. :)
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bring on the rush, bring on your journal, bring it all on..show us you again :)
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I'll be there. I just need to make LJ a daily or two-daily activity of my life again... get back into the routine. :)
Btw, how did you feel I'd broken up? :S
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glad you realised you matter too, because it's true; the smile in your LJ icon next to that dark monster proves that ;)
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Now, when I don't feel the need to date or meet new guys, I know I've found myself again. A relationship is nice, but I needed to know that I can feel great on my own again too. And so I do. :)
Gotta love the B-monsters! :D
What's happening with you? :)
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and marriage is still creeping up on me.
the rest is fine.. and glad to hear you've found such a calm and pleased sided of yours.. quite a spiritual pleasure to hear :)
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And wow.. marriage, that's great! When will it take place? Congratulations!! Huuuuuge step, but so good with the right person, I'm 100% sure. It's still a goal in my life too, sometime. Hahaha!
Yeah, calm I am, in a way... but super-charged as for everything else! I'm starting freelance design again... and I'm going to learn the tattoo business as of this Friday I think. I'll write about that later. I'm still at work, not making the logo I'm supposed to hahaha!
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you came far already.. from a cute girl to someone i crushed on to a taken lady to the happy developped lady you are now... onward to the future :D
where do you work now btw? :)
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You crushed? I don't think I knew that! ... but... *hugs*, that's sweet to say. :D
I work in Amsterdam for a marketing research company at the moment. Doing all the design stuff for the many European offices. Right now some logo design work. :)
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maybe i wasnt obvious enough ;D - or maybe i never mentioned out of respect for your happiness and not to seed doubt =3
ooh, marketing research sounds like fun..and variety. :) - nice :D
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So when are you getting married? You have a date set yet? Location or anything else?
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hehe aww yeah almost long ago eh? :) -and aww hey, i may be a flirt, but not with just everyone..pft ;)
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Sweet! In Wijchen! I was there last month for the first time, to buy a dress. Hahahaha. It was the only shop (Didi) where they had a certain dress in my size, so I actually went to Wijchen.
A castle... so very nice! Happy for you two!
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