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Mum is *still* in the IC. She seems to be fine though... lots of painkillers.
It appeared the whole thing was life threatening the doctors told yesterday. That was a bit of a shock to say at the least. We didn't know that... the doctors didn't know that either. They took so much of shitty stuff out of her... it must have been pretty big. I hope she is on her way to recovery now. We take each day as it comes... and till now she is more chatty than she used to with all the pain.
Today apparently was my birthday. Got many sweet messages and gifts by email and LJ. Thanks to you all, you know who you are! :D
Didn't celebrate today. It was weird... at 2.30 am, just one hour ago I realised it was over, my birthday. I never even noticed really I got one year older. It was just an ordinary day. Last year my brother's best friend got buried on my birthday... so... it does leave a nasty taste... March 2nd, gives me that eerie feeling of what will happen next. I hope I will be able to celebrate it sometime... in the hopefully years to come. But birthdays are so insignificant compared to my mum in the IC or the loss of a friend, you get to realise that.
Going to sleep now. It's 3.49 am here and tomorrow morning we go visit mum at 10.00 am.
PS: no updates on my site for another few days. I don't link to my journal from my dolls site... so people who visit don't know, but those who happen to surf onto my journal via via via know now. No updates. No dolls.
It appeared the whole thing was life threatening the doctors told yesterday. That was a bit of a shock to say at the least. We didn't know that... the doctors didn't know that either. They took so much of shitty stuff out of her... it must have been pretty big. I hope she is on her way to recovery now. We take each day as it comes... and till now she is more chatty than she used to with all the pain.
Today apparently was my birthday. Got many sweet messages and gifts by email and LJ. Thanks to you all, you know who you are! :D
Didn't celebrate today. It was weird... at 2.30 am, just one hour ago I realised it was over, my birthday. I never even noticed really I got one year older. It was just an ordinary day. Last year my brother's best friend got buried on my birthday... so... it does leave a nasty taste... March 2nd, gives me that eerie feeling of what will happen next. I hope I will be able to celebrate it sometime... in the hopefully years to come. But birthdays are so insignificant compared to my mum in the IC or the loss of a friend, you get to realise that.
Going to sleep now. It's 3.49 am here and tomorrow morning we go visit mum at 10.00 am.
PS: no updates on my site for another few days. I don't link to my journal from my dolls site... so people who visit don't know, but those who happen to surf onto my journal via via via know now. No updates. No dolls.