Nov 13, 2005 15:50
feeling so dirty right now. i refuse to take a shower on weekends until i go running, as a means of motivating myself because i hate this feeling. but the pressure to be clean is rarely a match for the pressure to be lazy, so i sit around feeling stank until right before sundown. every time. i guess it wouldn't kill me to take two showers a day. i often do anyway, actually, but for some reason it seems so inefficient to shower when i know for a fact i'm going to have to take another one very soon.
my gosh, no wonder i feel like i'm losing my mind. there's way too much thought involved in something as basic as a shower.