Neverending exhaustion and fighting apathy
Gaaah.
After the casting trip to Atlanta Ive been so mentally checked out. It was so fucking hard. Particularly because I didnt feel like the people I went with didnt pull their weight. Sure they did something but still....
And then there's the fact that Im still no closer to trains and Africa than I was like 3 weeks ago. Thats a whole freakin month of nothing. I literally wake up every morning having to fight off the desire to do nothing. Some kind of success has to come sometime right?
My house looks like a hurricane hit it, my car still doesnt have a bumper, I have no money, and Im sitting here doing this rather than making phone calls and studying for the lame ass final I have tonight.
On a different note I read Equus and I absolutely loved it. I really want someone around whose read it so I can talk to them yet there is noone like that:(
After the casting trip to Atlanta Ive been so mentally checked out. It was so fucking hard. Particularly because I didnt feel like the people I went with didnt pull their weight. Sure they did something but still....
And then there's the fact that Im still no closer to trains and Africa than I was like 3 weeks ago. Thats a whole freakin month of nothing. I literally wake up every morning having to fight off the desire to do nothing. Some kind of success has to come sometime right?
My house looks like a hurricane hit it, my car still doesnt have a bumper, I have no money, and Im sitting here doing this rather than making phone calls and studying for the lame ass final I have tonight.
On a different note I read Equus and I absolutely loved it. I really want someone around whose read it so I can talk to them yet there is noone like that:(