Jun 04, 2006 01:52
i am everything right now. i am sad and i am inspired.
joe is moved in and today was the best day ive had in a very long time. i threw a guitar off a cliff and we awoke its soul in the ocean. we spent the day in santa cruz with evans and hilary and it was quite a trip.all day my thoughts have run as wild as i would love to and its very interesting to see what pops up. i have a lot of ideas and im really looking forward to the music that is to be made now that joe lives here. im already in love with the stuff we have written so far.
n the way out of santa cruz we hit up natural bridges (which is one of my favorite places to be) and smoked a cigarette on the rock fortress. upon leaving we decided to fuck 17 and drive up highway 1 on the coastline and it was a really good call. in half moon bay we found a carnival and rode a ferris wheel in the creepiest setting ever. now after a long drive and an even longer day i am in front of my computer playing guitar and i cant help but wonder what is coming next.
ive been a lot of places and somehow a lot is feeling new.
and yet on one hand i am a fucking moron and im going to have to live with it.
well i have a big day tomorrow as well.
you can take me for all that i am and all that i say but these troubles ive created will not go away.