(no subject)
[Private; Hackable to Marik]
Time seems to pass far too quickly for my liking this summer.
Don't get me wrong, every moment feels as if it has been spent wisely, going to bed every night with the knowledge that I have spent my day doing the most I can.
I know before I allow myself to close my eyes and drift off that I have spent as much time as I can with my family, that I have kept my mind from the battlefield and instead focused it upon my home and those I care about.
...And yet, some nights, all I do is lie awake and wonder whether or not the reason that my mind consitently travels back to such a violent setting is that perhaps...it was all I was meant for. I am not doubting my love for Marik or Tabarus though...it is just...that I wonder if because I was trained to be a weapon, perhaps it is what I am best for, fighting...killing...warring...
Am I really a suitable teacher for students? Or am I maybe only providing a skewn and damaged view of the wizarding world...?
[/lj-cut]
[Filtered to The Professors of Hogwarts]
...An interesting question has come to mind...
Why is it that we do what we do? WHy have we decided to share our knowledge with others and teach?
Time seems to pass far too quickly for my liking this summer.
Don't get me wrong, every moment feels as if it has been spent wisely, going to bed every night with the knowledge that I have spent my day doing the most I can.
I know before I allow myself to close my eyes and drift off that I have spent as much time as I can with my family, that I have kept my mind from the battlefield and instead focused it upon my home and those I care about.
...And yet, some nights, all I do is lie awake and wonder whether or not the reason that my mind consitently travels back to such a violent setting is that perhaps...it was all I was meant for. I am not doubting my love for Marik or Tabarus though...it is just...that I wonder if because I was trained to be a weapon, perhaps it is what I am best for, fighting...killing...warring...
Am I really a suitable teacher for students? Or am I maybe only providing a skewn and damaged view of the wizarding world...?
[/lj-cut]
[Filtered to The Professors of Hogwarts]
...An interesting question has come to mind...
Why is it that we do what we do? WHy have we decided to share our knowledge with others and teach?