OK...
i'm a bit depressed right now...
to be honest with you... all the things that i've been trying to hide has been coming back.
when i'm asked if i'm ok... i simply say "yea.", but then i feel a bit guilty for lying.
man... does have to be like this?!
ok ok... enough.
so this past weekend... i was a bad guy.
i had 4 friends in town from San Francisco, and I kinda took it upon myself to take them around. it was cool, until we went clubbing. yea.. i went clubbing... but that's not all...
we danced with some random girls, and i guess the girls started to buy us drinks...
and the drinks kept coming...
so anyways... the night progressed on, and the girls we were dancing with decided they wanted to leave and asked if we wanted to join them. My friends being totally stupid and drunk said "YES" and i just tagged along...
BIG MISTAKE.
I told them that i drove... but i'm not driving since i've been drinking, so they got a taxi-van. I had no idea where we were headed... the next thing i knew we were at LITTLE DARLINGS. yea. we got in the club and the girls we were with wanted to get us some lap-dances...
i said "STRIP CLUBS don't turn me on..."
they asked why? i said "i have high standards when it comes to girls...".
but they insisted and got me a lap dance.
then a girl passed by wearing some sort of old fashioned early 1900's corsette(sp?), and i had a feeling that she looked familiar... when i was able to see her face, i recorgnized that it was the girl from both my Psychology and Rock History class... the girl I have a crush on, Jasmine.(read previous entries to know more about her)
HOW WEIRD IS THAT?!
to be honest, i was soo weirded out that i couldn't take it. i guess i was kinda let down, i don't know why. i mean, i have nothing against strippers, i mean they gotta live right? but i guess it's different in this case...
i lied and excused myself to the girls by saying "i've gotta work in the morning.", and had to drag 2 out of 4 of my friends out of the club, into a taxi, into my car, and in their hotels.
Dang...
now why do i keep thinking about Jasmine??
to be honest with you... all the things that i've been trying to hide has been coming back.
when i'm asked if i'm ok... i simply say "yea.", but then i feel a bit guilty for lying.
man... does have to be like this?!
ok ok... enough.
so this past weekend... i was a bad guy.
i had 4 friends in town from San Francisco, and I kinda took it upon myself to take them around. it was cool, until we went clubbing. yea.. i went clubbing... but that's not all...
we danced with some random girls, and i guess the girls started to buy us drinks...
and the drinks kept coming...
so anyways... the night progressed on, and the girls we were dancing with decided they wanted to leave and asked if we wanted to join them. My friends being totally stupid and drunk said "YES" and i just tagged along...
BIG MISTAKE.
I told them that i drove... but i'm not driving since i've been drinking, so they got a taxi-van. I had no idea where we were headed... the next thing i knew we were at LITTLE DARLINGS. yea. we got in the club and the girls we were with wanted to get us some lap-dances...
i said "STRIP CLUBS don't turn me on..."
they asked why? i said "i have high standards when it comes to girls...".
but they insisted and got me a lap dance.
then a girl passed by wearing some sort of old fashioned early 1900's corsette(sp?), and i had a feeling that she looked familiar... when i was able to see her face, i recorgnized that it was the girl from both my Psychology and Rock History class... the girl I have a crush on, Jasmine.(read previous entries to know more about her)
HOW WEIRD IS THAT?!
to be honest, i was soo weirded out that i couldn't take it. i guess i was kinda let down, i don't know why. i mean, i have nothing against strippers, i mean they gotta live right? but i guess it's different in this case...
i lied and excused myself to the girls by saying "i've gotta work in the morning.", and had to drag 2 out of 4 of my friends out of the club, into a taxi, into my car, and in their hotels.
Dang...
now why do i keep thinking about Jasmine??