You've got stuck in a moment and you can't get out

Nov 14, 2006 20:48

No shit, Bono. Got any ideas on how to get unstuck, genius?

- My allergies are so bad that it feels like someone has been repeatedly wacking me on the back of the head with a two-by-four. *ouch*
- I am on my period AGAIN. Internal organs on Narnia time, I guess.
- Being uber-hormonal AGAIN meant I cried myself to sleep last night (more on that in a moment) which resulted not only in driving my sinus cavities even crazier, but also a lovely sore throat and itchy cough.
- Am all upset because I am overdrawn and stressed out and just a mess in general. I haven't been this financially strapped since college. Truly, everything is circular and not in a good way.
- I feel like I am stuck and the panic is not a pleasant feeling. I don't regret buying the house, but a lot of things have conspired against me since purchasing it and I just keep sinking. I am thisclose to selling some cels, even though it would break my heart. I am still holding out...
- I don't like being scared in the first place, but the hormones make everything THIS BIG and it's just not helping. I feel like I am going crazy. But I can't afford that. LOL...

- Still no cavities. Go, me!
- Am heading for Yuma with the family on Friday. A whole week of my parents and sister insisting on paying for everything doesn't sound so bad right now. And I get to lie around and do a whole lot of nothing with the Kid.
- I'm not hungry and I have a job keeping me off the streets (for now).
- I'm not alone, even though I feel alone. Always have to remind myself of that.
- Christmas bonus is just around the corner, which will help some.
- Early next year I will be though paying for the Jeep. That will free me up even more. Assuming the Jeep doesn't keel over the moment I have the title in my hands. *knocks wood*
- I had a very sweet dream involving me as a teenager, Jean Smart as my crackhead, slutty mom, and Viggo Mortenson as the hubba-hubba drifter that takes up with us. Mostly innocent with lots of sweet moments between Viggo and me. No, really. Very Lifetime original movie.

Okay, guys. Just had to get that off my chest. I could really stand to hear some good news. Who's got something to share?

dreams, i can has a chemical imbalance?, my house is falling apart, viggo mortensen, wah wah wah

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