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I am thinking about finding another job again. This time it isn't because i don't like it. It's b/c i'm tired of getting screwed by the company and not enjoying it. HA HA! I'm kinda getting tried of working in General. I think i need a vacation. Chris called me and things are going pretty well. He's really sweet and i think i could develop a relationship out of him. I just don't know for sure if that is what i want. What's the point of trying if i'll just develop feelings for him and him screw me over like every guy i've dated.
I feel like i've changed since i've been out of the club scene and took a postion for my own benefit. I've turned into a better person for now. LOL- Drama free()*^&^#$$@ I try to take others into consideration but sometimes i go off still. I'll work on that in the future.
I also don't understand boys. Why do they want to screw me over and piss me off? I am a prize to be won and i know someone important deserves me b/c i deserve someone great. So, where the hell is he? Why must I go through hell for it all? I want my equal as well like one said in a journal entry. I wouldn't have treated you like a GOD- I told you to get a fucking Job. Mr. T, who we will refer this too, what is your fucking deal? Are you so stupid and blind to realize i'm Mr. Right? If anyone should treat anyone like VIP- You should treat me like one. Alright! Also, You need a new bathing suit since i saw those pictures i took of you in your little speedo and boi i laughed. Mr. T- wake up and pay attention that i'm the best. Until you realize that then i can't be bothered by you.
Always me,
Josef
I feel like i've changed since i've been out of the club scene and took a postion for my own benefit. I've turned into a better person for now. LOL- Drama free()*^&^#$$@ I try to take others into consideration but sometimes i go off still. I'll work on that in the future.
I also don't understand boys. Why do they want to screw me over and piss me off? I am a prize to be won and i know someone important deserves me b/c i deserve someone great. So, where the hell is he? Why must I go through hell for it all? I want my equal as well like one said in a journal entry. I wouldn't have treated you like a GOD- I told you to get a fucking Job. Mr. T, who we will refer this too, what is your fucking deal? Are you so stupid and blind to realize i'm Mr. Right? If anyone should treat anyone like VIP- You should treat me like one. Alright! Also, You need a new bathing suit since i saw those pictures i took of you in your little speedo and boi i laughed. Mr. T- wake up and pay attention that i'm the best. Until you realize that then i can't be bothered by you.
Always me,
Josef