Sep 01, 2004 15:52
Friday- I went to the club for the first time in a very long time where i saw Sara do better than i've ever seen before. She has really changed on stage and for the better. She looks so much more professional now and very comfortable. I was there with a little group of my friends. Most of them didn't attend like i thought, but i had a nice little group with me anyways. I hung out with Clark a little bit and it was nice. Then, i noticed this guy sitting all alone. I observed him most of the night and Travis, who has turned into my closeset friend, encouraged me to invite him over to sit with us. Of course i DID! I walked up to him and introduced myself. His name was Chris and he was it would be awesome to sit with us. I hung out with him most of the night and he was a lot different from normal club boys. I learned that this was his first time ever in a gay club and he came out 3 months ago to his family. He was extremly shy and i didn't think he would be from his physical appereance. (Kinda looked like Lee- with a Twist) One of my friends with me was ready to leave and i was a little irritated i couldn't stay with him. Until she agreed to hang out at Cafe Coco. Chris wanted to go so we went. I hung out with him for a very long time that night and exchanged numbers.
Saturday- Chris calls my work. The boy only knew i worked in Dickson. So, He located my store and the number and called me at work. I was impressed and shocked. He wanted to see me and i explained i was at work and he said he didn't care if i could only see him for my lunch. He shows up and i took my lunch break. We hang out for a while and i ended up clocking in and was going to go back to work until Diane, my co-worker/supervisor, told me to stay with him. My hour lunch turned into 3 hours and when it was time to go he left.
Sunday- I talked to him again and he made plans to sleep over my house. (grins- Not many boys would drive this far for me ya know)
Monday- He comes to my house and we watch, "The prince and me." It was an awesome movie. To my suprise, somebody is knocking on my bedroom door. Not the main door but my bedroom door. It was Travis coming to hang out with me. LOL He just poped by and walks in b/c everyone was asleep. Travis, Chris, and I leave to do something. We had a blast doing crazy things and Travis said goodbye and left. Chris and I laid in bed and the boy kissed me good night and didn't try to make a move. Another thing most guys don't do.
Tuesday- He leaves to go back home.
NOW- I am up thinking about this situation. It was unexpected and i'm sure will end up being another journal entry i write about that will not develop into anything. Yet, i felt i should write it down. :)
Alanta- I will be going to Alanta Sept 7 and 8. I am thinking of moving there with Travis. He wants to move and I want to. We will be planning it from here on out after i see what it's like. If I like it. Bye bye!! I am tried of not feeling important here and i want to start a new life for myself somewhere and that would be a great place for me to start it i think. We'll see what will happen. As for now... Good night fags and hags.
Always,
Josef