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our actions move us, our thoughts change and mold us as we go along. We get confortable in one spot then no longer can survive in another. We are realist with a pessamist frame of thought.We are blinded by what other people think and no longer can see our own thoughts and feelings on a subject. We are influential. We think we do something for one reason then realise we did it for something completely diferent. And we notice how redundent that reason is, and we choose to escape the situation. We are not bad people for realising what we really want, then aiming for it and giving it a shot. We are dreamers that never wake. And daydreamers that never sleep. Stuck in the same world never taking a break. Until the end. we live in compliance. I chose to awknowledge you, but i really look right through you. I can see what will be in 2-5-10 years from now. Only because i can read you like a book. We avoid eachother like polar magnets. I repel your adolecent cries. i am blind to your actions, and deaf to your shouting. Your are my sickness and i am my own antidote. You freely poison me, and i willinging watch. There are things i would like to say. But you gagged me many years ago,my mummbles get lost in the air that you breathe in when your laughing. I am misunderstood, because you read spanish when im speaking english. I live better now. Now that i know whats in store for me. Two bottles, a record player, and a hand that fits mine. I will be lost. I wont want to be found. Call off your search party, because they wont find me. I will wander deeper into the darkness in which there is light. the light i found and choose to not share with anyone, including you. I will cover my tracks and take that hand that fits mine ever so perfectly and we will wander deeper and farther away from the rest of the world. we will not be found. We will not be contacted.We will not be missed. we will not be known. Nor will we be forgiven. We will be happy. We will be ENGAGED.