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Too much thoughts, emotions, actions, feelings, words, fatigues floating through my head right now to coherently put them all into words.
but it's been nearly three weeks since I've posted (a record for me, I think), and I thought I'd let y'all know I'm still alive.
ra training is intense. I love my staff. I love whitties in general. i no longer believe that reslife friends are fake or not as important as other friends. they're just different.
my room is a wreck. i wish it would clean itself, because all this clutter and disarray is affecting my sense of ... everything.
new years was wonderful, i truly wish i could describe it aptly.
i need to think about the past less. i'm getting better at remembering it when i need to and keeping it quiet most of the time. it sure beats all the dwelling i was doing over break.
my new years resolution #1: to listen to my gut/heart/head when need be. the close to home aspects of my life (those here at whitman, relationship related, or experience related) have been wonderful or terrible depending on whether or not I listened to my intuition. The time I didn't led me astray and usually caused turmoil for me internally. the times i've listened to myself, things turn out right. usually even wonderful (haha, ironic use of that word).
my new years resolution #2: to keep a running journal of everyday as an ra. already written about the first two days of training, but didn't write about yesterday. and i'm too tired right now to write about today. good to see that this resolution is going well.
time to make my bed and blissfully fall to sleep.
but it's been nearly three weeks since I've posted (a record for me, I think), and I thought I'd let y'all know I'm still alive.
ra training is intense. I love my staff. I love whitties in general. i no longer believe that reslife friends are fake or not as important as other friends. they're just different.
my room is a wreck. i wish it would clean itself, because all this clutter and disarray is affecting my sense of ... everything.
new years was wonderful, i truly wish i could describe it aptly.
i need to think about the past less. i'm getting better at remembering it when i need to and keeping it quiet most of the time. it sure beats all the dwelling i was doing over break.
my new years resolution #1: to listen to my gut/heart/head when need be. the close to home aspects of my life (those here at whitman, relationship related, or experience related) have been wonderful or terrible depending on whether or not I listened to my intuition. The time I didn't led me astray and usually caused turmoil for me internally. the times i've listened to myself, things turn out right. usually even wonderful (haha, ironic use of that word).
my new years resolution #2: to keep a running journal of everyday as an ra. already written about the first two days of training, but didn't write about yesterday. and i'm too tired right now to write about today. good to see that this resolution is going well.
time to make my bed and blissfully fall to sleep.