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Fuck, I just lost the entire entry I was just typing. Sorry for the profanity but god, that's annoying. Sometimes I wish LJ was a person so I could just poke it's eyes out or something.
Okay, all better.
So as I was typing earlier, my summer is looking up!! I'm excited about my sister and brother in law coming, they're awesome. Plans to go to Charleston are materializing too (right Soda!?!) and I have to go somewhere towards the end of the summer, before school starts again.
I got some awesome stuff from my Dads for the dorm next year. He's going to fully move in with his g/f and he is moving soon and putting the house up for rent. I went over there to get my van looked at and he let me glean some stuff from him. I got:
A small lamp with a colored glass shade
Two rugs, nothing special
A basket for the bathroom
A huge mirror for anywhere
Some green plastic porch chairs
A bathroom scale, very convenient
Some other things that I can't remember. I'm going to visit him when he's moving and get some more stuff. There's this one gorgeous endtable that I really want. It folds! And it's unusually tall! I really like wooden furniture even though it's kinda sad, the dead trees and all.
I'm having second thoughts about my communications major. I don't know enough about it though. I just don't want to not be able to find a job after I graduate, or get into a job that I end up hating or end up at a job that I didn't expect. I don't have to declare a major for a little bit longer though so we'll see what happens.
So I need to rant about boys for a minute. Why do I seem to be meeting guys that are a)not really interested in me b)don't ever call me or c)live hundreds of miles away?
It's really not cool. I had a really awesome connection with this guy back in Jax and he has called me once since I got home, to make sure I was in safe. I don't understand, I thought we were starting to really like eachother and then he just forgets about me? Out of sight out of mind? What is he thinking? And then I meet this guy here who is awesome but is only visiting from NJ. I guess that was really partly my fault because I knew he was leaving but still, I just seem to have bad luck when it comes to the male species. Oh yeah, and my crazy ex Jeff seems to think that I'm still in love with him, don't get me wrong, I'll always love him but I can't do that again. Not again. And he really really wants to get back with me. I just wish it was easier for me to understand guys, ya know? Its like we're speaking different languages. I wish we could just be honest, but no, it's not that easy. Too many games, I don't like games. I just want someone to be straightforward with me, is that too much to ask?
Okay, thats better. Just had to vent a little.
It's now five in the morning. It took a really long time to write this. I was doing other things on the comp. Really I was. Or am I just an insanely slow typist? You'll never know...
Sleep must come.
Later losers.
Okay, all better.
So as I was typing earlier, my summer is looking up!! I'm excited about my sister and brother in law coming, they're awesome. Plans to go to Charleston are materializing too (right Soda!?!) and I have to go somewhere towards the end of the summer, before school starts again.
I got some awesome stuff from my Dads for the dorm next year. He's going to fully move in with his g/f and he is moving soon and putting the house up for rent. I went over there to get my van looked at and he let me glean some stuff from him. I got:
A small lamp with a colored glass shade
Two rugs, nothing special
A basket for the bathroom
A huge mirror for anywhere
Some green plastic porch chairs
A bathroom scale, very convenient
Some other things that I can't remember. I'm going to visit him when he's moving and get some more stuff. There's this one gorgeous endtable that I really want. It folds! And it's unusually tall! I really like wooden furniture even though it's kinda sad, the dead trees and all.
I'm having second thoughts about my communications major. I don't know enough about it though. I just don't want to not be able to find a job after I graduate, or get into a job that I end up hating or end up at a job that I didn't expect. I don't have to declare a major for a little bit longer though so we'll see what happens.
So I need to rant about boys for a minute. Why do I seem to be meeting guys that are a)not really interested in me b)don't ever call me or c)live hundreds of miles away?
It's really not cool. I had a really awesome connection with this guy back in Jax and he has called me once since I got home, to make sure I was in safe. I don't understand, I thought we were starting to really like eachother and then he just forgets about me? Out of sight out of mind? What is he thinking? And then I meet this guy here who is awesome but is only visiting from NJ. I guess that was really partly my fault because I knew he was leaving but still, I just seem to have bad luck when it comes to the male species. Oh yeah, and my crazy ex Jeff seems to think that I'm still in love with him, don't get me wrong, I'll always love him but I can't do that again. Not again. And he really really wants to get back with me. I just wish it was easier for me to understand guys, ya know? Its like we're speaking different languages. I wish we could just be honest, but no, it's not that easy. Too many games, I don't like games. I just want someone to be straightforward with me, is that too much to ask?
Okay, thats better. Just had to vent a little.
It's now five in the morning. It took a really long time to write this. I was doing other things on the comp. Really I was. Or am I just an insanely slow typist? You'll never know...
Sleep must come.
Later losers.