Mama Du!
I don't really like writing here too much. I know the eyes have dwindled and most life transcribed isn't interesting. But I'll write here, hoping that those eyes that still watch get something out of it.
Sandy has been hooking me up left and right with her contacts. It's good to know that I have some one like her in my life. Whether or not these hook ups turn into opportunities or not, I'm not too concerned. I just look forward to when we might be able to run or skateboard in the upcoming summer to be.
Speaking of summer, who says that life has to be so routine? I hate it so damn much. We fell into summer like school kids because that's all we knew. 16+ years of schooling and here we are outside of school bells and visible/invisible campus boundaries. We are in the summer of our lives and yet, we all stay to routine. I feel sad for people who work the 9 to 5s. The business work hours. The 40 hour weeks. We go from one routine to another and it seems we're so quick to jump into it. I hate routine. I hate missing summers. I hate waking up early. I hate the thought that I have to expect business hours to dictate the times of my life. I hate it most of all because it seems to have these business hours means to have success in a stable job.
Stability is not me. I'm so unstable and it seems to become much more rampant with each passing day. I'm not trying to fight conformity or be different from the rest. I do like being different but I'd rather just be me.
Seeing how people are now or what they've become, I don't think I have the energy to be social anymore. Honestly, it's becoming exhausting trying to hold up relationships, and I'm horrible with commitment.
I want to get closer to God. I hope more then anything else that I can do this.
Sandy has been hooking me up left and right with her contacts. It's good to know that I have some one like her in my life. Whether or not these hook ups turn into opportunities or not, I'm not too concerned. I just look forward to when we might be able to run or skateboard in the upcoming summer to be.
Speaking of summer, who says that life has to be so routine? I hate it so damn much. We fell into summer like school kids because that's all we knew. 16+ years of schooling and here we are outside of school bells and visible/invisible campus boundaries. We are in the summer of our lives and yet, we all stay to routine. I feel sad for people who work the 9 to 5s. The business work hours. The 40 hour weeks. We go from one routine to another and it seems we're so quick to jump into it. I hate routine. I hate missing summers. I hate waking up early. I hate the thought that I have to expect business hours to dictate the times of my life. I hate it most of all because it seems to have these business hours means to have success in a stable job.
Stability is not me. I'm so unstable and it seems to become much more rampant with each passing day. I'm not trying to fight conformity or be different from the rest. I do like being different but I'd rather just be me.
Seeing how people are now or what they've become, I don't think I have the energy to be social anymore. Honestly, it's becoming exhausting trying to hold up relationships, and I'm horrible with commitment.
I want to get closer to God. I hope more then anything else that I can do this.