Jun 06, 2005 14:07
It seems that recently I have reliezed that when the slightest thing goes wrong I seem to enjoy digging and picking into it then leave it festering so it never gets solved... I always jump to conclussions and the way i feel about people goes from a high standing on my good side to rock buttom on my list of people. AND! im mighty good at holding grudges... really good. Forgiveness doesnt come easy from me i guess. Although i hardly ever let these feelings come out because I know that they arent the correct way i should be feeling. I guess its just that its really starting to bug me I can barely stand myself.
+*+*The Brightside*+*+
But on the brightside, i went out in service for the first time in like 7 months last wedsnday! it wasnt that bad still not my favroite thing but i did find it very interesting. Plus im going to go out in service again on thursday morning maybe ill even have a presentation.
maybe.