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So I got my permit today. I'm happy about that. =)
But I've just been feeling really sad recently. I know it's probably just because I'm PMSing. But I feel like my sisters dislike me more and more everyday, along with my brother. I mean, what am I doing wrong? I love my siblings, and we have our tiffs, but I just always feel like they hate me and want me to leave. My parents seem to be in slightly better moods lately. They're letting me do more and they're not making me do as much work around the house. Scratch that-- they still make me do a lot of work. :/ I guess all in all, I just feel sort of lonely. I'm hopefully going to Baily's house this weekend. She and Rhianna will be there, and we're going on a little road trip to the mountains or something. ... That may be fun. Hm. Rhianna has been very moody and upset lately and hopefully it'll help her the most since she's starting college and being forced into adulthood so abruptly. This trip will be our 'one last hurrah' before school starts and we all have to get jobs and keep our grades up. Ugh... at least it's my very last year.
I went to Shelby's last night and we had a really great time. We talked about a lot of things that were bothering us or have been bothering us and we had a good conversation. But then the fun ended as soon as I came home. I had to steam clean, and then endure my baby sister arguing with me, my other sister being all nice and then bitching at me, then my brother being a smart-ass as usual. It makes me feel really sad and lonely, especially since I consider my sister my best friend. ): I feel like a need a good cry. I just want to lay in my bed, cry and then take a long shower.
I'm sorry my first post here in a while has to be emo, but I wanted to get it all out on here and not on dA. I don't want people telling me it's going to be okay and giving me virtual-hugs. I get that everytime I'm sad and although the thought is nice, it doesn't help.
BTW-- I passed my summer school class. No more math. :3
-- Jori