i messed up on my last entry let me express this..
alll i want to do is skate alot.
i really wanna not drink so i can keep my focus on skatign and just skate alot.
i dont know why drinking would change my skating but...
but than theres another part of jordan that just want to no ever gooo ohome again and gettt so so so so so drunk and fucked up i cant move to a point where im just pukin all over myself. cant talk. cant move. cant think.
i fucking hate on week days how im stuck at my house.
stuck doing nothinggggg.
sitting and sitting than the next day than summer school than sitting and stting. repeat that till weekend.
than not being able to do what you wht on weekend.
i fucking hate how my dad is on my ass all the time about every thingg.
i hate how he all ways checks and see if theres parents home when i spend the night out.
i fucking hate how he annoys the fuck out of me about school.
i fucking hate how he doesnt like me hanging out with older kids...
examples: lou, pat, mike, any one whos not my age...
i fucking hate how he doesnt liek lou.
i fucking hate how he doesnt let me stay out late on summer days.
i fucking hate how he doesnt let me go on road trips.
i fucking hate his ungly ass girl friend.
i fucking hate the little shit he does that pisses me off.
example: not let me watch 8 mile cuz he walked in on me watching it when eminems mom is fucking that dude.
another example: not leting me buy a video game because it has violence in it... mortal kombat for PS2.
another example: wanting me to go to colorado this summer.
him fucking making me test out other schools.
fuck my dad.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk.
he makes things so gay and complicated for my life.
blagh blagh blagh blaghhhhhh im soo bored im just typingso much gay shit.
i wishh i could just learn how to skate better.
i really wanna not drink so i can keep my focus on skatign and just skate alot.
i dont know why drinking would change my skating but...
but than theres another part of jordan that just want to no ever gooo ohome again and gettt so so so so so drunk and fucked up i cant move to a point where im just pukin all over myself. cant talk. cant move. cant think.
i fucking hate on week days how im stuck at my house.
stuck doing nothinggggg.
sitting and sitting than the next day than summer school than sitting and stting. repeat that till weekend.
than not being able to do what you wht on weekend.
i fucking hate how my dad is on my ass all the time about every thingg.
i hate how he all ways checks and see if theres parents home when i spend the night out.
i fucking hate how he annoys the fuck out of me about school.
i fucking hate how he doesnt like me hanging out with older kids...
examples: lou, pat, mike, any one whos not my age...
i fucking hate how he doesnt liek lou.
i fucking hate how he doesnt let me stay out late on summer days.
i fucking hate how he doesnt let me go on road trips.
i fucking hate his ungly ass girl friend.
i fucking hate the little shit he does that pisses me off.
example: not let me watch 8 mile cuz he walked in on me watching it when eminems mom is fucking that dude.
another example: not leting me buy a video game because it has violence in it... mortal kombat for PS2.
another example: wanting me to go to colorado this summer.
him fucking making me test out other schools.
fuck my dad.
fuckkkkkkkkkkkkk.
he makes things so gay and complicated for my life.
blagh blagh blagh blaghhhhhh im soo bored im just typingso much gay shit.
i wishh i could just learn how to skate better.