Dec 15, 2004 19:44
mm im happy ryt now...or mebbe a better word is content. its almost break, meliaz just got her beautiful lj(along wit rachy!), two wonderful ppl are having their bday partays this weekend, cortland just got a truck!(mm its tastay), cortland decided to drop by out of now where which is always happy, i sum how managed to do all my work and not die!, the xmas lights that r ery where now just make erything so pretty and me so happy, and 2nyt i get to go eat pizza and look at thousands of beautiful xmas lights in McAdenville(an even tho its wit ma family its still going to b wonderful), i get to go find presents for everyone with is so lovely an i love doing(even tho i currently have only $30 and sooo many presents to get), there is so much fun stuff comming up in the next month(lots of weekends away from home! and then my bday!), and ryt now so many little things just make me incredibly happy and thats always good!
ive been thinking about so much stuff lately, having so many realizations. about difficult stuff, but stuff that will ultimatly b so wonderfull and make life even better...of course most of it is so much easier said then done so we shall c how it all turns out, but im optimistic...
well much love to everyone