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Stuffs pretty half and half. I keep trying to enjoy times, and that happens, but later on there is always something that pulls me into some kind of stagnant, worn out feeling.
There is certain food for thought that comes with that described feeling, and said thought food makes my brain's stomach upset. It's all just stuff I'd rather deal with or have to think about when I'm not feeling so down. Had to hit the emotional reset button that is a good night's sleep last night. Wasn't tired so much as feeling just meh and not wanting to do anything. Default response to that is sleep.
And I really don't feel the need to describe that thought food or why I feel gross or anything really, all that I want to say about that is this - There are a few people that I'm questioning whether or not they intend to remain a part of my life. Since there are people I know I'm solid with and then there are the ones I'm not quite sure about.
It's not even "Be there for me when I'm being an emobitch" but "be there, in general." It's honestly whatever, if they're supposed to stick around they will.
Anyway. Coming down off my four-day weekend win. Saw Scott Pilgrim again. It was still awesome. Carissa enjoyed it a lot more than I thought she was going to. We'll both probably own it on DVD. Had Taypo over Saturday night into Sunday afternoon. Didn't go to bed until Sunday morning around 5. There much robot unicorn attack and digging around in my closet for interesting shit to amuse ourselves with.
There is certain food for thought that comes with that described feeling, and said thought food makes my brain's stomach upset. It's all just stuff I'd rather deal with or have to think about when I'm not feeling so down. Had to hit the emotional reset button that is a good night's sleep last night. Wasn't tired so much as feeling just meh and not wanting to do anything. Default response to that is sleep.
And I really don't feel the need to describe that thought food or why I feel gross or anything really, all that I want to say about that is this - There are a few people that I'm questioning whether or not they intend to remain a part of my life. Since there are people I know I'm solid with and then there are the ones I'm not quite sure about.
It's not even "Be there for me when I'm being an emobitch" but "be there, in general." It's honestly whatever, if they're supposed to stick around they will.
Anyway. Coming down off my four-day weekend win. Saw Scott Pilgrim again. It was still awesome. Carissa enjoyed it a lot more than I thought she was going to. We'll both probably own it on DVD. Had Taypo over Saturday night into Sunday afternoon. Didn't go to bed until Sunday morning around 5. There much robot unicorn attack and digging around in my closet for interesting shit to amuse ourselves with.