After The Blues: Ending

Oct 06, 2014 17:37

THE END )

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jorgenzen October 17 2014, 09:12:16 UTC
"Jessisus" made me laugh irl and reminded "Jessus" story hahaha. I was wondering what is OMJ.. It took me awhile to know what's ODG.. Man.. am I slow in the internet slangs..

Sorryyyyy >_<.. but yes, it was my evil brilliant plan hahahahaha. Kidding. I thought it flow better if readers continue to read. Hehehe. Your comments made smile! :DDDDDD I did shut up and laid back :p

God. I don't remember much of ATB anymore. I want to leave it in the back of my mind. Now, when I think of Jessica and Tiffany in this.. It's heavy. In me. Hahaha Hence, I made them so miserable together that it makes me miserable. Putting ice cold water on the wounds is what I like to do. :>

But everyone. EVERYONE. (Not the worst murderers/rapists/predators/inhumane beings) deserves hope. I have to give Jessica that in this story, at least. Angst is nice. But too much angst kills me. It makes me want to shred the story apart. And then I thought.. why not YoonSic? I did think of you, checkie, on the yoonsic. I remembered you like them. Hehehhehe. #JusticeForYoona you know?

Heheheh at the #biased part. Hahaha. This is where Jessica realizes that until now.. she doesn't know much about Tiffany. I realize that too as I write about Jessica. You would have thought that a love like that would be enough.. but it's not. It takes a lot work, trust, trials, and passion for a successful relationship. Love could be forever and unbreakable. But it doesn't mean a relationship is. It takes two people. Not just one. Jessica thinks she did a lot. She did, I have to give her that. But I guess now (like really NOW).. Jessica's been focusing too much in trying to make their relationship real. And it's not her fault. It's not Tiffany's entirely. I have no idea to be honest.

Jessica thinks she had loved Tiffany at her worst. She thinks because of that, there could be something for them. But it brings the worst out of herself as well. And she wonders or fears what if there's a much worse version of them by together? She doesn't even know Tiffany's background.

Yes to Yoona! Poor bb in BV. She's more present here. It was nice to write them. A fresh air like you said. I don't feel the heaviness in the air with them. But there's a small elephant in the room waiting to be known, ofcourse. Still.. I need happy people in this story. I can't with my sadism. Hahaha

Jessica has been avoiding a lot of things and I guess what Yoona did (the almost kitchen!sex) is to bring up that and push Jessica to just face it. Hehehe.. Smoking scenes are tantalizing and enigmatic at times.. but I need to clear the haze in the room.. Yoona is the fresh air. The much needed air in Jessica's lungs. Hehehe

One could never escape Tiffany entirely. :D

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