Sep 01, 2004 21:41
Well, hmm how can i sum up how i feel without saying a whole lot? Well I'm not happy right now, i dont know what to do about it, and when i think i know something different always happens. I'm only happy when i'm doing something to keep my mind off things and to keep it from wondering. And school doesnt help much, cause i always have time to think about things which i hate. I wish things could be perfect like they used to be. But i know that cant happen, because things have changed, and i feel like it is my fault that they have changed. All i can do is sit back and hope everything turns out for the best.