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Well, its been a long time, and alot has happened. Its wierd everything starts out good and then it goes down the crapper. I just dont know what to do or think anymore. What i used to think was the right thing now seems like its wrong. We'll be back in school in a week so i guess that will hopefully make things better because my mind wont be on certain people....and i'll have my friends to hang out with too. I just wish everything was the way it used to because it was sooo much fun, i mean i think things will be back the way they were but still i wont be able to forget what happened to make me feel this way. Oh by the way im having guy problems if you havent figured it out. So he "says" he sees himself having a serious relationship with me, but then he does the stupidest things. I mean i still like him and i probably will for a long time, this is just really hard right now and i wish we were how we used to be. I wish that i could make him do exactly what i want. Well i gotta go i'll right more later! Holla at ya girl!
<3 Jordan