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I have never told anyone that much about myself or opened up myself to anyone in such a short time. but it seems like a good idea. I can't believe we had the conversations we had. i'm surprised by the things we talked about, but its a good surprised. I'm happy. I feel better tonight than i have in so long. It seems like my life is finally taking a turn for the better. for once.
So lets see.
today was kinda okay. I realized i need to update more than i do. so starting today, i'm setting the goal of updating my journal, and talking about my day. no matter how boring my day has been..I have another goal. I want to do something i haven't done in a while everyday this month. So far, so good. Yesterday, June 1st, I went to school looking like crap, but i didn't care. Thats the first time at least this year that i have done that. it felt good. Today? I opened up and told Alex a lot about me, and found out even more things about myself. We talked about things that only Jenn and Rachlynn know. So whats on the schedule tomorrow? I have no idea yet. I guess i'll just wait and see.
But yeah. Today?
I woke up at 7:28, which sucked, because I was late. But my dad wasn't back yet. So i got ready and i got to talk to Alex, which made my day a little better from the start. It's super nice that he's the first thing i get to think about in the day. So i get to school at like, 8:05 EXACTLY. Get to 1st hour.. yep. Rachlynn, Joanna, and me. So we watched "Hangman's Curse" Gaaawd. I LOOOOVE that movie. It's really REALLY good. So second hour, i went down to the office. I had to run announcements, and then i ran the office for the rest of the time. 3rd hour i went to the library for class (dang lil kids!) and checked my email. I had an email from Alex, which made me smile. heh. So i emailed him back, and then got bored...So i went back to the office. I helped out Mrs. P and told her about Alex...and we talked and stuff. It was fun. She's like the aunt that i never really had. well, the cool aunt i never had. So yeah. Then 4th hour...which i just read the whole time. Uhm. then i ate lunch, and talked to Rachlynn. I swear, sometimes she's the only person i can talk to at lunch. I feel like i'm sitting at a sp-ed table. I know it's mean but seriously, i know i'm not smarter than anyone, so why do they make such stupid comments? Come on now! haha. Then 5th hour, which is always fun. "Can we sell Ms. Sachar for a bargain price?" mwhah. Then band. Well, i couldn't find my horn, so i didn't play. But i went down to Mr. Brown(the counselor)'s office, and we worked out my schedule. Good Deal. I'm taking fun classes. I got a few switched.
Child Development // Career Prep
Health // Senior Aide
Speech // Econ.
Algebra 2
Photography // Art
Band
yes, i'm going to slack off my senior year. But oh well.
oh. i'm probably going to summer school. in jackson. for a writing class. it's 120 dollars. that sucks, because dad is making me pay for it. but but but..yah. i should. Hrm. I have until June 8th to make the decision. But if i don't, then i'll have English 12 second semester instead of Career Prep, Senior Aide or Art. I don't know yet. uhm. Other than that...
I got home, and hung out with Alex and TJ. TJ seems like a really cool guy. I got to eat grilled cheese, and i met Max. Actually, i had met Max before, at one of Oak's parties..but yeah. And then Alex and I drove around and talked.
Now i'm home. I think i'm going to clean up my room, and then help my daddy make some chocolate sushi. yummah!
So lets see.
today was kinda okay. I realized i need to update more than i do. so starting today, i'm setting the goal of updating my journal, and talking about my day. no matter how boring my day has been..I have another goal. I want to do something i haven't done in a while everyday this month. So far, so good. Yesterday, June 1st, I went to school looking like crap, but i didn't care. Thats the first time at least this year that i have done that. it felt good. Today? I opened up and told Alex a lot about me, and found out even more things about myself. We talked about things that only Jenn and Rachlynn know. So whats on the schedule tomorrow? I have no idea yet. I guess i'll just wait and see.
But yeah. Today?
I woke up at 7:28, which sucked, because I was late. But my dad wasn't back yet. So i got ready and i got to talk to Alex, which made my day a little better from the start. It's super nice that he's the first thing i get to think about in the day. So i get to school at like, 8:05 EXACTLY. Get to 1st hour.. yep. Rachlynn, Joanna, and me. So we watched "Hangman's Curse" Gaaawd. I LOOOOVE that movie. It's really REALLY good. So second hour, i went down to the office. I had to run announcements, and then i ran the office for the rest of the time. 3rd hour i went to the library for class (dang lil kids!) and checked my email. I had an email from Alex, which made me smile. heh. So i emailed him back, and then got bored...So i went back to the office. I helped out Mrs. P and told her about Alex...and we talked and stuff. It was fun. She's like the aunt that i never really had. well, the cool aunt i never had. So yeah. Then 4th hour...which i just read the whole time. Uhm. then i ate lunch, and talked to Rachlynn. I swear, sometimes she's the only person i can talk to at lunch. I feel like i'm sitting at a sp-ed table. I know it's mean but seriously, i know i'm not smarter than anyone, so why do they make such stupid comments? Come on now! haha. Then 5th hour, which is always fun. "Can we sell Ms. Sachar for a bargain price?" mwhah. Then band. Well, i couldn't find my horn, so i didn't play. But i went down to Mr. Brown(the counselor)'s office, and we worked out my schedule. Good Deal. I'm taking fun classes. I got a few switched.
Child Development // Career Prep
Health // Senior Aide
Speech // Econ.
Algebra 2
Photography // Art
Band
yes, i'm going to slack off my senior year. But oh well.
oh. i'm probably going to summer school. in jackson. for a writing class. it's 120 dollars. that sucks, because dad is making me pay for it. but but but..yah. i should. Hrm. I have until June 8th to make the decision. But if i don't, then i'll have English 12 second semester instead of Career Prep, Senior Aide or Art. I don't know yet. uhm. Other than that...
I got home, and hung out with Alex and TJ. TJ seems like a really cool guy. I got to eat grilled cheese, and i met Max. Actually, i had met Max before, at one of Oak's parties..but yeah. And then Alex and I drove around and talked.
Now i'm home. I think i'm going to clean up my room, and then help my daddy make some chocolate sushi. yummah!