well now..

Oct 26, 2009 09:30

We've been trying to get pregnant.. I've been so disappointed that my million pregnancy tests I've taken this past few weeks have come back negative.. I want to have another baby so bad.. but on the other hand I wonder when I'll ever have time for a career or school. I think I have really found a career path now and am so excited to get started. I'm making b's in all my classes.. which isn't as good as my first semester when I made straight A's, but I am taking much harder classes this semester. I graduate in Dec, but am not sure I'll actually get to go graduate. It's really disappointing. Kinda like the pregnancy thing. I guess I need to leave it all in God's hands. It's really hard for me sometimes, and I feel like I've been ignoring him lately. It's so easy for me to fall right back into the same patterns as before. I need to be careful that I do not allow such temptation back into my life.

Wish me luck on getting preggers again! I really want Noah to have a playmate close to his age. We're kind of wanting another boy!
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