Aug 11, 2004 20:25
well today was probably one of the worst days that i've had in a while. my mom picked me up from Kari's because she found out that i lied to her about where i was staying last night. its no biggie though. she'll get over it. what really bothers me is that i am considered a sophomore again. which is G A Y! it sucks being in the same grade as your brother but hey i had to learn my lesson some way right? =/ oh well! i'll just have to work twice as hard and take some classes at ACC next summer to get back into my grade. i was pretty upset this morning...but now i've just accepted it..there's nothing that i can do to change that for this year except work really hard and give it 110%. me and jason are kind of ...well i'm not really sure anymore. the sixth was our one month but we kind of broke up..but now we are sort of talking and dating..its weird. but i love that kid so much!! i can't stand not being with him. i hate it when we fight and we fight so much but it just makes me fall deeper and deeper in love with him. i know that sounds weird but its true. he is one of the best guys that i have found in a long time and i hope it lasts for a while because he loves me so much and i love him to death. we are always talking about how we can picture us growing old together and stuff. its so cool just to be able to just lay down and sleep with him. we can talk about anything and i love it! that was the highlight of my day, talking with him. he makes me so happy sometimes..=)i love you boo. you mean so much to me and more..i know we can get through this. mUah!<33333
thats bout it...school starts soon...yippe ki yay..