Jan 23, 2005 15:23
ok dude ..... i believe u im just scared but im done being scared cuz i am realizing that im done with everything and worrying about everything except u and ur all that matters to me .. all i want to do is be with u for the rest of my life wit no one in our way.. its not that our love is dying just we are getting scared to make it stronger cuz we have both been hurt in the past.... but im over that im realizing u do love me and im going to not be scared anymore cuz it just hurts me... im sick of crying my self to sleep at night worrying about u leaving me and both uf us making drama in our lives for no reason.... all of the other people that want to get in our lives get the fuck out im sick of u....Ross ur awesome not u.... but for everyone else just leave us alone ... im not going to leave her and she is not going to leave me adn we hopefully will move to boston and be together forever.. that is the one wish and dream in my life.... everyone finds one person in their life most wait a really long time for it just i got lucky.... and this is not just one of theos god damn teen drama things bitches no matter what u may think.... i love her more than any of u ever could... and thats all that matters....well im done worrying as of now and thats that... i love u Aj and thats all that matters so it will all be ok....