Sep 06, 2005 23:27
well i was thinking a lot tonight..... i dont know im really sad about a lot of stuff im so scared for the future.... im scared i wont graduate.... and then if i do im scared i will lose all of my friends and i do not want that... i dont know what i will do if i never talk to any one of my friends again i love u all and idk.... as long as i have my best friends and my girl friend ill be ok i love her so much and i want to be w her as long as she allows.... i do not want to graduate and leave highschool... i dont want to grow up.....im not ready to move on from being a kid and having nothin to worry about but it is happening so fast it is not good at all.... all i can do is wait and see what life brings me next....