Thinking Outloud
The olde thou get the faster time goes. Is that because we have been through more and life seems to become second nature. Staying aware at all times would be the easiest way for a longer feeling life. The downside to this, if you are not a master, is the immense weight you feel on your mind, on your shoulders, and on your chest.
Sometimes, the answer is right now, you know, like exactly what I need to do; I feel this, but I don't go with my instinct. It's almost as if I consciously choose not to choose consciously which is completely twisted.
Of all the books I've read, and the amount of experience I've had, you'd think a spirit would learn to listen.
I want to go on a hiatus and tell everyone exactly what they need to do. Not in the sense of actually telling them what to do, but give the best advice as I can from what I feel. I know no one is asking for it.
But I am. Perhaps I could tell myself. Take a step back outside of my body and mind. Not a possible state of mind at the moment.
This did help though. My chest feels lighter.
Sometimes, the answer is right now, you know, like exactly what I need to do; I feel this, but I don't go with my instinct. It's almost as if I consciously choose not to choose consciously which is completely twisted.
Of all the books I've read, and the amount of experience I've had, you'd think a spirit would learn to listen.
I want to go on a hiatus and tell everyone exactly what they need to do. Not in the sense of actually telling them what to do, but give the best advice as I can from what I feel. I know no one is asking for it.
But I am. Perhaps I could tell myself. Take a step back outside of my body and mind. Not a possible state of mind at the moment.
This did help though. My chest feels lighter.