Here we are again
So Scott and Trina are doing this again. I keep trying to get away from expressing myself because of the of the ridiculousness that I end up typing as a result. I can't believe that the mess that was my life is still immortalized here.
I've gotten away from this sort of thing. It's easier to just roll through life without thinking about it. I've started feeling a bit Nihilistic about my feelings because I don't' feel they help. My feelings generally are angry or emo, and honestly who needs to drag that ball and chain around when you can just be awesome instead?
These days I'd rather laugh then cry. I can't be bothered to watch a drama or action movie. I watch cartoons and funny bullshit. Welcome to jaded adulthood.
On another note, I'm trying to do music again. I have no clue why other than it's fun. I'd like to play it with some guys and do the band thing again, but I can't stand the idea of spending all the time and effort and have no one give a flying fuck or talk shit about my douchey band. I wonder if I could ever get anywhere doing the one man band thing, put my shit on iTunes. I'd probably have to have a good gimmick.
I've gotten away from this sort of thing. It's easier to just roll through life without thinking about it. I've started feeling a bit Nihilistic about my feelings because I don't' feel they help. My feelings generally are angry or emo, and honestly who needs to drag that ball and chain around when you can just be awesome instead?
These days I'd rather laugh then cry. I can't be bothered to watch a drama or action movie. I watch cartoons and funny bullshit. Welcome to jaded adulthood.
On another note, I'm trying to do music again. I have no clue why other than it's fun. I'd like to play it with some guys and do the band thing again, but I can't stand the idea of spending all the time and effort and have no one give a flying fuck or talk shit about my douchey band. I wonder if I could ever get anywhere doing the one man band thing, put my shit on iTunes. I'd probably have to have a good gimmick.