when I catch my breath it's you I breathe
Really good night last night. The band was playing at the Bronze, and I was sitting near the stage watching Jake and the others up on stage, when I saw Sera, Dawn and Theresa at another table nearby. I decided to go sit with them, not something I usually do because I'm the poster girl for antisocial, but... it was cool. I even went and danced with Theresa and Sera for a few, since I couldn't exactly dance with my guy.
When the band was done playing, they put on some music and I did get to dance with Jake. We've been together for several months now, and I still just look at him sometimes and think, Wow. He loves me. How'd that happen? Makes me think there might actually be a greater purpose to things even when we don't understand what it is. You know, because if it wasn't for the wreck and what happened to Todd, we wouldn't have moved here. Not that I ever would have traded him for it, but you see what I'm saying, right?
Even my mom seems better lately. She's been talking to Jake's mom occasionally, I think. I dunno if it's in a professional capacity or just conversation, but at least she's not on my case about dating Jake all the time now, and she doesn't dope herself up as much as she used to.
Maybe things will actually be okay.
When the band was done playing, they put on some music and I did get to dance with Jake. We've been together for several months now, and I still just look at him sometimes and think, Wow. He loves me. How'd that happen? Makes me think there might actually be a greater purpose to things even when we don't understand what it is. You know, because if it wasn't for the wreck and what happened to Todd, we wouldn't have moved here. Not that I ever would have traded him for it, but you see what I'm saying, right?
Even my mom seems better lately. She's been talking to Jake's mom occasionally, I think. I dunno if it's in a professional capacity or just conversation, but at least she's not on my case about dating Jake all the time now, and she doesn't dope herself up as much as she used to.
Maybe things will actually be okay.