waiting
Things are better. I'm better, physically at least. Emotionally? Not really wanting to keep digging in my brain for that. It's nine days till I have her back. Too long to wait. Too long to find out if there's still an us.
Stefan came over. Jenny answered the door and was well, Jenny, and then thankfully she left so I wasn't embaressed any further. I was about ready to block a punch from the guy, but he wasn't too concerned with beating my head to the ground. Which I'm still very grateful for. In that state, I couldn't of taken him. But like I mentioned, there was no head bashing in. We just talked. And watched pointless TV. And surprisingly, it helped.
Jenny came home last night with a stupid movie that made me laugh. It was relaxing, actually. Being able to laugh. To smile. She said she ran into a girl at the video store who she sorta wasn't on the best terms with before. They made up and she might actually hang out at the Bronze wth her. Friendly points for my sister? I think so.
That's it for now. Basically I'm just waiting.
Stefan came over. Jenny answered the door and was well, Jenny, and then thankfully she left so I wasn't embaressed any further. I was about ready to block a punch from the guy, but he wasn't too concerned with beating my head to the ground. Which I'm still very grateful for. In that state, I couldn't of taken him. But like I mentioned, there was no head bashing in. We just talked. And watched pointless TV. And surprisingly, it helped.
Jenny came home last night with a stupid movie that made me laugh. It was relaxing, actually. Being able to laugh. To smile. She said she ran into a girl at the video store who she sorta wasn't on the best terms with before. They made up and she might actually hang out at the Bronze wth her. Friendly points for my sister? I think so.
That's it for now. Basically I'm just waiting.