these tears wont stop coming...

[jordan_mccoy_]

well now finally i can write in myjournal i hate when they tape a daybefore so i cant say what happends. well by now you allknow i didnt make it. i cant stop crying. its so hard. not only is my dream bubble popped but my friends. ooooh my friends. dont leave me! i didnt make the top 3 once! i tryed my hardest. i truely did. i am sorry lucy i saw your face when you found out aj wasnt in the group. ilu. i am happy for you dani. you did it. i love you so much u deserve it the most. srry about morgan and you.i know you guys cant be together alot anymore. NOT only did i not get into the group i will never see canyon again hes going to italy. well fox for a consilation prize gave me kate morgan aj and chantel a trip to disneyland and los vegas. so i get to be with them yayz. i think we are leaving tomorow. ilu american juniors and this is a summer i will never forget the rest of my life

XoXo
Jordan

::clicks update puts away laptop and sits by the window and starts to cry::