Feb 26, 2004 16:10
well last night i finally got enough never to break up with dave sorta. I couldnt face him cause i knew i would give in so i called him and now i think were on a break? or i dunno but im single now anyways. and im a little scared about that cause i havent been single for over a month and im a little insecure about that. or maybe i miss him already? i dunno i think all in good time i'll realize what im feeling, and i have a feeling dave wont wait as long as i need to figure things out. and i dont blame him, i wouldnt wait for me either. i think im just not use to being single so i feel like i need him again to tell me all the sweet things he use to say. i dunno, whats done is done i guess. And theres other guys out there so ill be okay