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you'll never really be able to connect with anyoone. not completely. no one will understand everything in your life no matter how much you are alike. they may have gone through the same thing as you, but they won't understand. you think you have such a connection, and the one person you think will understand you most can't. they just can't ever understand. it's pretty lonely having one person in your life that will always be there. you could have more, but it's not exactly your fault. you can't help that other people created your life, and you have no choice in changing it. you can't change it if you tried you can't stop being related to people you hate. they don't understand how hard that is for you not being able to chose who your family is you'll never be the same ever