Today has been a difficult day in regards to sexual and emotional episodes (some inside my head)
Today started out good, cuz I woke up earlier than...I don't know. I guess I was just happy that I went to bed before the morning. Anywayz...what was the next thing that rocked...OH YEAH!
I got tan, some. Only on one side, but I'm gonna work on that...it's the front.
Then I took a shower...which was nice after sweating so much.
Went to Erika's to get The Day Room...which I read before the end of the day and so now I will be able to rock even more at my monologues for Inter-Thestival, as one of my monologues is from the play. She told me to stop over some other time...that was nice.
I think I cashed a $20 check and got gas as well. Yeah...I think I did that today. I can't remember. Or that was yesterday. OH well. Now onto work.
That was ok..then it got suddenly fantastic when I met a guy named Trent Nelson who's practiced and studied religion from a Buddhist Monk. Why might I have gotten this much info? He noticed my bangle and asked me about it. Asked me if I knew what it meant. Om Namah Shivaya..I didn't know what the fuck he was talking about at first. He asked me if I was into religious studies. Or maybe it was a student of religion. Meh..oh well. Then he told me that the Shivaya translation on the card was wrong...it means compassion. So maybe it's something like, "I bow to my inner compassion."
HEY! I bet I could look on the internet instead of being an ignorant American.
Also..I'm pink from my tan.
Picture I edited today:
Oh...Meghan's got a virus. Kinda sucks...no talky or sing for her for a while.
Oh...my day. Then it kinda got emotionally straining when John Thyberg (if you don't know him he's an old friend that smoked, weed and cigs, with Dan and I) (He was mainly Dan's friend) anyway he asked me if I remembered him, and then if I would front him $0.85 for a small popcorn. I said Yeah, then when I gave him his popcorn he asked me if that stuff he'd heard about Dan Braun and I was true. I told him yeah then he said something I couldn't hear. It bothered me all throughout the day...I think that's why they let me take a half-hour break...which I needed to get my shit together.
It wasn't so much the fact that he asked me, but just that I didn't know what he said before he went to his movie. He's gotten sooooo hot. He's taller than me, and he was already hot to begin with. I think I have a thing for guys that are taller than me. Sorry just convulsed after remembering what I let a 26 year-old do to me. Then I ask John as he was leaving the theater what he said before he left, and he didn't think that he said anything. He asked me when all that stuff happened and if I thought Dan was gay and stuff like that. I found out that this disgusting thing I saw come in was actually with him. Minus points for that.
I told him about this one time when Dan asked me if I wanted to be bisexual with him, and I told him no. (Maybe that's why we fell apart) I just didn't know what it would mean and how it could change things. We didn't stop fucking around after that incident though.
To make it worse Matt Schuling who I've...fantasized about since the first time I met him...comes to a movie..he's got longer hair, I thought he was hot with the length of hair he had...I was wrong.
I kept torturing myself all night thinking about both of them at the same time with me.
It's probably time that I went to bed, as I most likely do need it. Love n'erbody, and sorry this is long.
I got tan, some. Only on one side, but I'm gonna work on that...it's the front.
Then I took a shower...which was nice after sweating so much.
Went to Erika's to get The Day Room...which I read before the end of the day and so now I will be able to rock even more at my monologues for Inter-Thestival, as one of my monologues is from the play. She told me to stop over some other time...that was nice.
I think I cashed a $20 check and got gas as well. Yeah...I think I did that today. I can't remember. Or that was yesterday. OH well. Now onto work.
That was ok..then it got suddenly fantastic when I met a guy named Trent Nelson who's practiced and studied religion from a Buddhist Monk. Why might I have gotten this much info? He noticed my bangle and asked me about it. Asked me if I knew what it meant. Om Namah Shivaya..I didn't know what the fuck he was talking about at first. He asked me if I was into religious studies. Or maybe it was a student of religion. Meh..oh well. Then he told me that the Shivaya translation on the card was wrong...it means compassion. So maybe it's something like, "I bow to my inner compassion."
HEY! I bet I could look on the internet instead of being an ignorant American.
Also..I'm pink from my tan.
Picture I edited today:
Oh...Meghan's got a virus. Kinda sucks...no talky or sing for her for a while.
Oh...my day. Then it kinda got emotionally straining when John Thyberg (if you don't know him he's an old friend that smoked, weed and cigs, with Dan and I) (He was mainly Dan's friend) anyway he asked me if I remembered him, and then if I would front him $0.85 for a small popcorn. I said Yeah, then when I gave him his popcorn he asked me if that stuff he'd heard about Dan Braun and I was true. I told him yeah then he said something I couldn't hear. It bothered me all throughout the day...I think that's why they let me take a half-hour break...which I needed to get my shit together.
It wasn't so much the fact that he asked me, but just that I didn't know what he said before he went to his movie. He's gotten sooooo hot. He's taller than me, and he was already hot to begin with. I think I have a thing for guys that are taller than me. Sorry just convulsed after remembering what I let a 26 year-old do to me. Then I ask John as he was leaving the theater what he said before he left, and he didn't think that he said anything. He asked me when all that stuff happened and if I thought Dan was gay and stuff like that. I found out that this disgusting thing I saw come in was actually with him. Minus points for that.
I told him about this one time when Dan asked me if I wanted to be bisexual with him, and I told him no. (Maybe that's why we fell apart) I just didn't know what it would mean and how it could change things. We didn't stop fucking around after that incident though.
To make it worse Matt Schuling who I've...fantasized about since the first time I met him...comes to a movie..he's got longer hair, I thought he was hot with the length of hair he had...I was wrong.
I kept torturing myself all night thinking about both of them at the same time with me.
It's probably time that I went to bed, as I most likely do need it. Love n'erbody, and sorry this is long.