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i need someone who loves me. i cant do this on my own. now the problem that i face is finding some one to do the job. when will i be satisfied with the prospects that i face when will i be able to say this is good enough for me. im too picky when it comes to people i let myself love. what will i do when its too late to find anyone who is left. i will not settle i will be whole i will find someone who loves me. i dont want shallow i dont want someone who only lusts. i want someone who can see me as a person not a thing. maybe i set myself up to be objectified and not loved. maybe i am just a whore who thinks that this is really love. but it is not, it leaves me empty i am not happy at the end of the day. i feel cheap and used and played for a fool who cant see what is true.