It's Been So Long...
Wow...I haven't posted in a really freaking long time.
But anyway...Here I go.
*sigh* Whatever is a girl to do? I have so much shit going on right now and I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed...I get the feeling that I commit to too much and then live to regret it later.
I mean, I spent about 5 hours today building and painting sets for West Side Story @ school and then I went to a meeting to plan a service for an a event for my TYG. On top of all of that, I have a 10-page paper to write for Siyyum (Hebrew Highschool) and I'm stage maneging the Senior Play at school...gah! I feel like I'm going to explode! PLUS, I have my parents on my ass about scholarship stuff...I CAN NOT WAIT untill May! Get me the hell out of school, please!
DAHHHHH! Yeah...
On top of all of the school stuff I'm dealing with, I am dealing with the ish of an ex-ex-boyfriend...yesterday afternoon, he calls and says, "I'm just calling to tell you that you're wonderful and I love you." What the hell? This is a kid who hasn't been involved with me for two years and all of a sudden he loves me again? WTF, mate!? I mean, I think it's great that he "loves me" and all...but I find it a bit odd that he expects me to just accept that after he broke my heart once already...*sigh* I suppose I shouldn't be complaining...I could be a lot worse off, you know. Hey, it's something to write about, eh?
I guess the problem is I've never been on the "other side" of unrequited love...it's always been me doing the loving...so I guess I just don't know how to handle the situation. The thing is, that when we dated, it was great and I loved it...but now, it seems that I've grown up and he's stayed 16...he has a very naive idea about love...I think...Meh...
I can't wait untill April! Italy is going to be so fantastic! What a nice break that'll be! And all those hott boys! *mmmmm*
And on that note, I think I'm done for now...So untill then, adieu!
But anyway...Here I go.
*sigh* Whatever is a girl to do? I have so much shit going on right now and I'm feeling a bit overwhelmed...I get the feeling that I commit to too much and then live to regret it later.
I mean, I spent about 5 hours today building and painting sets for West Side Story @ school and then I went to a meeting to plan a service for an a event for my TYG. On top of all of that, I have a 10-page paper to write for Siyyum (Hebrew Highschool) and I'm stage maneging the Senior Play at school...gah! I feel like I'm going to explode! PLUS, I have my parents on my ass about scholarship stuff...I CAN NOT WAIT untill May! Get me the hell out of school, please!
DAHHHHH! Yeah...
On top of all of the school stuff I'm dealing with, I am dealing with the ish of an ex-ex-boyfriend...yesterday afternoon, he calls and says, "I'm just calling to tell you that you're wonderful and I love you." What the hell? This is a kid who hasn't been involved with me for two years and all of a sudden he loves me again? WTF, mate!? I mean, I think it's great that he "loves me" and all...but I find it a bit odd that he expects me to just accept that after he broke my heart once already...*sigh* I suppose I shouldn't be complaining...I could be a lot worse off, you know. Hey, it's something to write about, eh?
I guess the problem is I've never been on the "other side" of unrequited love...it's always been me doing the loving...so I guess I just don't know how to handle the situation. The thing is, that when we dated, it was great and I loved it...but now, it seems that I've grown up and he's stayed 16...he has a very naive idea about love...I think...Meh...
I can't wait untill April! Italy is going to be so fantastic! What a nice break that'll be! And all those hott boys! *mmmmm*
And on that note, I think I'm done for now...So untill then, adieu!