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I was walking to my dorm some minutes ago, and I finally admitted to myself that I'm not ok. I think that's a good step...or a step. After that, I thought (and then realized why, in a nutshell, I'm not ok), 'This is not how my life was supposed to go. I didn't ever think it would be going this way...'
I suppose that is, unfortunately, how things do go - unexpectedly. Unfulfillingly, sometimes. Unfortunately. And there's not always much to do about that, except to...accept it...and try to...make everything else as good as it can be...and recognize that it sucks.
What I find really funny is that I thought all of this after having watched The Orphan, which seems...so opposite, but because they happened consecutively, it seems so melodramatic and emo, which makes it really funny to me.
I suppose that is, unfortunately, how things do go - unexpectedly. Unfulfillingly, sometimes. Unfortunately. And there's not always much to do about that, except to...accept it...and try to...make everything else as good as it can be...and recognize that it sucks.
What I find really funny is that I thought all of this after having watched The Orphan, which seems...so opposite, but because they happened consecutively, it seems so melodramatic and emo, which makes it really funny to me.