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Today has been eventful. We booked our tickets to Kenya and got the placement for the next internship. I ended up in a place I've never been to, in a small town of 15 000 people, 2½ hour from where I live. Fun times! :( We have to be there for 3 weeks and I wanted to go visit THB over Eurovision... but I might do it in early June instead, which would be better for me and worse for him. Whatever, we'll work something out.
I was up in Stockholm during the weekend because it was my sisters' birthdays (24th & 25th). My older sister was in Spain so I didn't get to see her, but we celebrated my younger sis who turned 19. I'm a bit ":l" because she had like a looong wish list of things she wanted, but appears to have completely forgotten that she hasn't given me a birthday gift (my birthday was 6 months ago) or a Christmas gift... what's worse is that she keeps telling me WHAT it is I will get but she spends all her money on herself so she never has enough money/will to get the stuff. I don't care about getting specific items; I just think it's a very inconsiderate thing to do. But it would be shitty to bring that up on her birthday and would probably be seen as petty, and believe it or not, I wanted her to have a great birthday.
Other eventful things... well I was at the therapist for the 3rd time last Friday. I'm still not sure. It was better than the visit before, but I don't really think it's doing me any good. We made another appointment in 3-4 weeks time, which I think is good because it gives me time to think about whether this really is for me.
THB is coming in 10 days, it feels crazy. I know I'm supposed to say "Every day without you feels like an eternity" but it honestly feels like he was just here! Well, it was roughly 5 weeks ago I think. I'm excited and I'm amusing myself by preparing for his arrival... what food and wine I will buy and so on. It will be fun.
I hope everyone is doing well. I'm trying to update more often and leave some comments here and there.
Love, Joospjos.
I was up in Stockholm during the weekend because it was my sisters' birthdays (24th & 25th). My older sister was in Spain so I didn't get to see her, but we celebrated my younger sis who turned 19. I'm a bit ":l" because she had like a looong wish list of things she wanted, but appears to have completely forgotten that she hasn't given me a birthday gift (my birthday was 6 months ago) or a Christmas gift... what's worse is that she keeps telling me WHAT it is I will get but she spends all her money on herself so she never has enough money/will to get the stuff. I don't care about getting specific items; I just think it's a very inconsiderate thing to do. But it would be shitty to bring that up on her birthday and would probably be seen as petty, and believe it or not, I wanted her to have a great birthday.
Other eventful things... well I was at the therapist for the 3rd time last Friday. I'm still not sure. It was better than the visit before, but I don't really think it's doing me any good. We made another appointment in 3-4 weeks time, which I think is good because it gives me time to think about whether this really is for me.
THB is coming in 10 days, it feels crazy. I know I'm supposed to say "Every day without you feels like an eternity" but it honestly feels like he was just here! Well, it was roughly 5 weeks ago I think. I'm excited and I'm amusing myself by preparing for his arrival... what food and wine I will buy and so on. It will be fun.
I hope everyone is doing well. I'm trying to update more often and leave some comments here and there.
Love, Joospjos.