[fic] it's your fault [drabble]
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it's your fault
jaejoong/junsu
pg, angst
word count: 194
(warning: bad!jaejoong)
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maybe it was a good idea to let go of all your problems and maybe try and heal your broken heart with blood and tears.
perhaps you didn’t want to do anything but just lie down on your bed, close your eyes and breathe. stop thinking. with your still broken heart sucked dried of blood and love.
there wasn’t a problem before because you never cared.
all your lovers were from nightclubs and college classes. your family doesn’t know anything. your life is a mess and you’re too stupid to fix it up.
yes, that’s right, you used the word ‘stupid’ because that’s what you are and you’re too drunk to think of a better word.
whenever you think you're up again, you fall back down. when you thought you had the right person, you go and mess it up.
the same thing happens every time.
but this time, you were serious. your pride got in the way and he left before you can see he let go.
you want to blame someone - mother, father, sister, friends - but it all comes down to your own self.
junsu's gone, and it's your fault.
it's your fault
jaejoong/junsu
pg, angst
word count: 194
(warning: bad!jaejoong)
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maybe it was a good idea to let go of all your problems and maybe try and heal your broken heart with blood and tears.
perhaps you didn’t want to do anything but just lie down on your bed, close your eyes and breathe. stop thinking. with your still broken heart sucked dried of blood and love.
there wasn’t a problem before because you never cared.
all your lovers were from nightclubs and college classes. your family doesn’t know anything. your life is a mess and you’re too stupid to fix it up.
yes, that’s right, you used the word ‘stupid’ because that’s what you are and you’re too drunk to think of a better word.
whenever you think you're up again, you fall back down. when you thought you had the right person, you go and mess it up.
the same thing happens every time.
but this time, you were serious. your pride got in the way and he left before you can see he let go.
you want to blame someone - mother, father, sister, friends - but it all comes down to your own self.
junsu's gone, and it's your fault.