Personal Detox
I just do not feel happy. These last weeks I haven’t felt a single sprinkle of happiness and I feel so fed up. I need to cleanse my entire spirit in order to gain a happy mood again.
Because of my down-under-the-ground-mood my relationship with my boyfriend has gone from wonderful to bad. Not horribly bad, we can fix this, but in order to make that work I need to fix myself again. We’ve spend multiple hours talking and discussing our feelings for each other and the options that we have in fixing everything that feels wrong.
Somehow he blurted out that I’d gained weight, and that due this I’ve lost a lot of my sparkle and confidence. It was such a blow to the face but it was true… I hadn’t been myself lately and the weight just feels like a heavy cross to carry along the road.
I also feel really tired and emotionally exhausted. I’ve tried to go on without taking notice of this but it has gained such a high level that it’s time to take steps before it’s too late.
I bought vitamins, hoping that the intake of those that I’m missing out on will provide me with a bit of energy that gives me strength to pass another day.
I’m also going to take actions. I need to exercise and work on my body to improve my vision on myself.
I promise myself that I will work on this so that we can work things out. I cannot think of anything else right now than the fact that it is time to take action & that there’s no second left to spill.
Until the next time I need a stress relieving post,
Cynthia