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T^T
sorry for being such a failure.
these past days, i've been f-cut lately. (like more than 4?)
>^<
soooooo. i'm in manila nao, just for this weekend. i certainly missed the heat <3 anyways, got my korean haircut in T&J. it's fab i tell you XD but since my hair is born wavy, i still need to iron it a bit (the fly away parts) to showcase the style :) and i'm buying a new iron tomorrow 8D there's a whole lot i need to buy before i go up :p NO MORE MONEY. BOOHOOO.
college is certainly fun, but is certainly strange too in some ways. there's a lot of drama going on. so much more than in highschool.
i swear i'm not being academically wise AT ALL. and i think i should SRSLY change it. D: i'm afraid to flunk :/ can i handle it? i mean, i can see more people who did worse than me. but, seeing your friends doing good and you not, isn't helping my anxieties. D: i'd cry but i rather slap myself for being so stupid. i just don't know how i'm doing. i'm always this average girl. just average. hope i'm gonna climb up and not slide and fall down. :|
i know. the drama, i need to handle it. wether i like it or not.
ON A SIDE NOTE. FCKING WHEN AADBSK3 (kor version) WILL RELEASE? I NEED A TARGET POINT FOR MY SAVINGS. (ISH BROKE FYI)
maybe i need to start walking to school :/ i am desperate. :/ PLEASE NOT SO EXPENSIVE. (srsly when did they had cheap merch 8D) they always kill us together with our wallets. i still has a lot on my "to buy list". and there's still TOKYO DOME DVD. how? :/ IF I HAS MONEY, I STILL DON'T KNOW HOW/WHERE TO BUY. someone help me *sulks*
okayy, i'm starting to be SHOPAHOLIC again. :/ i want my wardrobe to be a JUST G wardrobe. i was eye-ing more than 10 pieces. i bought 1 already. 9/10 to goooo. :'( my allowance is 1,700 a week. :/ i actually can survive with a 100 pesos a day in school. P18 pesos for transportation (jeepney) about 70 for food. yes, food there is cheap like cheapo. but i don't know why i am spending moar. :/ fck. PRIORITIES BABY. i need to think straight.
*computes*
so probably i should have atleast a thousand pesos saving a week. yay. i need like banks nao. :/ SOMEONE D: FINANCIAL COUNSELING? 888DDDD
ANYWAYS, MISSED EVERYONE. WILL HAVE TO GO IN A SORTUS (sorry for coining the word, loser, yes XD). ACADS IS JUST PHAILING ME I AM PHAILING MY ACADS. TT____________TT
crappy post is crappy. sorry gais. :/
PS. my head is stressed to think enough about k-pop/dbsk fandom in the philippines. but as far as my brain cells/blood volume can process, if you're a true fan, even if you see/hear dbsk's face in a pajama/salon'swall/jeepney/taxi/mall (don't you want a fcking billboard/dies), you won't think of them as cheap. piracy is everywhere coughguiltycough. it's a BIG problem in korea and (almost) every country in the world. if that's how you context "cheap", then i say they're already cheap in korea. well we just don't know how it is in korea because we don't live there. but that's not how i think of them. being literally everywhere =/= being cheap. let's just support them in anyway, WHATEVER happens. i admit, i was SO AGAINST at first. but i eventually opened up. a part of me still doesn't want them to. (yes selfish i want jaejoong to myself and kill teh other 29384209380948203984029 gazillion frienemies) but what if they want to?(e.g. junsu likes our coconuts so muchXD) we can't stop them/junsu. so wave your dongbang banners bbs, don't tear them apart. THIS IS NOT DIRECTED TO ANYONE. JUST MY TWO CENTS.
EDIT: Browned Eyed Girls comeback is FRIKKIN AWESOME <3 ga-in so sheksssiiii <3 :D
long post is post. SORRY F-LIST (maybe that's why i'm being CUT lol)