May 16, 2010 23:09
life is getting harder for me since im 18...sometimes i feel tired being a father,mother and unnie for my yodongsaeng...but how hard i try to ignore it..and deny it...it will always come..
become an example to my yodongsaeng is like a burden..i cant doin something wrong to taught her a lesson of life..
sometimes i cry..why i must accept this..when everyone can lay on their mom and dad shoulder and start to cry..i just can cry in my pillow..
when i talk to God..i got an answer..u can do it..becos He put you in this situation for reason..u re strong..AMEN God...
I believe God give me strength...
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