Neither of us is right or wrong its what we both( selly and I) feel about this certain topic, And I for one want to apologize for getting stuck between all this "drama". Youve been nothing but helpful and Im utterly grateful for all your kind words. as for do I love her or just feel like I need her, Id like to believe that I do love her and my heart is totally devoted to her, but Ive never ever cared for anybody else to that extreme so though I really believe I love this girl, I guess there could be a chance that I may feel like I need her. As for the not talking and taking time apart, I believe if that happens ONe of us will fuck up, And Im only saying that because Im a sucker for romance and knowing that someone could care about me in a time where I need Care, support, love, the most Im helpless. I must admit last night I felt great when she told me thatt she couldnt see herself with anybody else but me, Its been a while and I trully missed that. the truth is if she decides to go to college anywhere else but CALI. it wont work. . Ive fucked up countless times before, but this time I will not fail at losing her even if it is only as a friend, I cant comepletely lose the one person who's played the most important role in my life. I want to be there for her support her jump up and down in the Maroon 5 concert with her even if it just as friends. STILL CONFUSED... -joone-
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