a conversation
179w / G / This is how they end, with nothing but words.
“Can you remember what we were before all of - this?”
“I -”
“I was so so so in love with you.”
“...”
“And I still am. I’m still so very much in love with you.”
“Jongdae -”
“But you see, Joonmyun, you’re not - you’re not in love with me. You don’t love me the way I love you, the way I deserve to be and that’s why everything is going wrong between us.”
“...”
“I try - try so hard to be what you want, but it’s never enough. I’m just - I’m just so tired of changing myself to become this person you’d want, you’d love and I can’t be like that anymore. You have to - you have to love me. You have to want me.”
“Jongdae.”
“No, don’t come near me.”
“...”
“I love you, Joonmyun, so much. But you don’t love me. Maybe you did, once upon a time, or maybe it was just me pretending you did. But it’s over now. Goodbye.”
“I’m sorry, Jongdae.”