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hellooo
today is sunday
this has been a really great week since we had so many days off and work was fine and i am fine so everything is great.
but i am frustrated for lots of reasons
i think that certain things are just making me madder than they should lately. i saw josh today which was good. we didn't run out of things to talk about. but lately i've been so scared that i'll run out of things to talk about. oh i don't know what i should do about that. i have plans for tuesday after i go to the doctor.
i'm busy all week and i want to make sure that i feel good and so on because feeling bad can make a busy week horrible. my family is stressing me out. people are stressing me out. i need comic relief, and i need to stop talking because i am out of things to say.
sundays are so miserable in the first place.
i'm so tired of disliking people, and it turns out i dislike a lot more people than i thought i did in the first place.
give me a reason to smile. i want to laugh so hard it hurts.
and i feel like i've turned into a different person too. like the type of person who needs to be around people constantly not to be bored, when before i could just stay by myself watching tv or playing video games and i'd be perfectly happy. i'm so strange.
soooooooooo before i make any more friends, i need to make myself happy. and i need to do that asap! because no one's me, you know? no one is with me 100% of the time except for me.
today is sunday
this has been a really great week since we had so many days off and work was fine and i am fine so everything is great.
but i am frustrated for lots of reasons
i think that certain things are just making me madder than they should lately. i saw josh today which was good. we didn't run out of things to talk about. but lately i've been so scared that i'll run out of things to talk about. oh i don't know what i should do about that. i have plans for tuesday after i go to the doctor.
i'm busy all week and i want to make sure that i feel good and so on because feeling bad can make a busy week horrible. my family is stressing me out. people are stressing me out. i need comic relief, and i need to stop talking because i am out of things to say.
sundays are so miserable in the first place.
i'm so tired of disliking people, and it turns out i dislike a lot more people than i thought i did in the first place.
give me a reason to smile. i want to laugh so hard it hurts.
and i feel like i've turned into a different person too. like the type of person who needs to be around people constantly not to be bored, when before i could just stay by myself watching tv or playing video games and i'd be perfectly happy. i'm so strange.
soooooooooo before i make any more friends, i need to make myself happy. and i need to do that asap! because no one's me, you know? no one is with me 100% of the time except for me.