If I could ever really say it
I admit it, I looked at your past entrys. You wrote about how your life sucked so much, until you met me. You wrote about how negative and pessimistic you were and then how you met me. You even said how your face hurt because you couldnt stop smiling after our first date. We just clicked then,I have not changed, i never changed. you seemed amazing. somehow i couldnt hold on to you and you fell back into your rut, your negative shell that no one can take you out of. It pains me to see you like that. I brought the best out in you. I was what you needed and you were what I needed. I do not know you. You are not the person i knew, or maybe i never really knew you. I wonder how much of this is brought on by yourself. The world does not hate you, you just need to start making some good choices and throw these people out of your life that cause you pain. Whether I am over you or not I do not know but i hate seeing you like this and there is nothing can do, although i want to.