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oooo goodness.. its only 6:33 PM and it feels like it's 10. ive been playing my flute for most of the day from 9 in the morning to who knows when.
i decided that i dont like sweating b/c it makes me feel disgusting and ugly. grr and i hate looking at myself. imagine how bad i scare other people when i look like that.
it's been a long day and i got to talk to a lot of guys. they're sooooo confusing. i dont know what to do. and i just dont wanna fall for someone else. it gets so tiring after a while. i dont wanna be attracted to any of them, as sad as that sounds but i can't control what my heart feels. ohhh
i decided that i dont like sweating b/c it makes me feel disgusting and ugly. grr and i hate looking at myself. imagine how bad i scare other people when i look like that.
it's been a long day and i got to talk to a lot of guys. they're sooooo confusing. i dont know what to do. and i just dont wanna fall for someone else. it gets so tiring after a while. i dont wanna be attracted to any of them, as sad as that sounds but i can't control what my heart feels. ohhh