Dec 23, 2004 23:24
why is it so cold?! brrrrr
i like the O.C. adam brody is so fckn hot.
kelso is the coolest. i like how she makes me laugh and giggle.
im confused on how to do this.. i hate the way things are going now. I really should get it over with. :/
it doesnt feel like christmas.. except for the fact we're out of school. this kinda sux. i really wanted to have the best christmas ever.
i feel like im losing control. ive lost contact with the people i once loved. only this time, im not saying "screw it". i would like to work things out to the best of my abilities. I've vowed to stop running away from my problems.
have you noticed on tv in the holiday season, everything works out for the best? like last year's OC show, marissa and ryan end up making out on NEw year's eve? as they say, how you spend your NEw Year's eve/day is how you'll spend the rest of your year. so watch who you're with during the count-down to the new year. it kinda makes me wish i had someone to count down the seconds with.. and then kiss when it reaches the final numbers.
ive realized what a terrible girlfriend i have been in the last relatinoship i was in. wow. im almost evil. i think if given another chance, i would do SOOO much better. -sigh- theres no use in looking back and wondering. only hope for the future.